A Mothers Ramblings: I Could Have...

Thursday, 29 August 2019

I Could Have...

I didn't know what to write.

A PippaD selfie

I could have written something about the amazing places I've been recently, or I could have written something about the amazing experiences I've had recently, but it seemed a little odd talking about these wonderful things when I'm not feeling all that wonderful.


I could have written something about my nerves for my new job, or my excitement or my fears, but it scared me a little to be talking about something so openly, especially when from when talking with my friends and husband my fears are unfounded.

I could have written something about the amazing TV and films I've been watching recently, but it seemed a little odd to be talking about how they have affected me, and also you really don't want to know about how much TV I've been watching over the last month or so.

I could have written something about my family and how amazing they are, and they are, but I want to be real and I want to not make my family seem without flaws but at the moment, they really are perfect.

I could have written about all the things we have planned over the next few months, the trips, the scheduled family time, the nights out, the parties and walks and swimming and dance sessions. Yet, why would you care about what is coming up in my life without knowing how it could also be applied to your life and improve the bonds you have with your family?

I could have written about all of these things, but the words just aren't coming today. So I wrote about all the things I could have written about, in the hope that you'll see that you and I are just the same. We all have fears and hopes and dreams. We all worry, we all have days where the words just don't come.

I could have pretended that all is well, but I didn't.